ALCOHOLIC? you make me "sapot" =.='

im trying to understand, I just can't.. out

o9.o8.12 ^.^'

God knows we're worth it..

patiently waiting..

:'[

Please listen to the things I gotta say..
you know I loved you, in every way,
you know I wanna be with you so bad,
but why is it that when Im with you, im always sad? for you dont mind the time..
I now im suppose to be strong but how can I?
if you would always put the blame on me, so i was the wrong..
why dont you trust me?
why can't you see..
girl, without you, I can't be..
but baby, if its gonna be like this,
I can't go on, so if you keep treating me this way..
I may be gone, I just wanna say this words.. the way you've changed so much, and treat me HURTS.

T.T'

I hate the way you talk to me, when you started to get mad..
I hate the way you cut your hair, when you dont even support me for what i want,
I hate the way we seem to be near, and when you started to stare,
I hate your big dump combat boots, and the way you read my mind,
I hate you so much it makes me sick it even makes me rime,
I hate the way you always right, I hate it when you lie,
I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry..
I hate it when you're not around, and the fact you're busy playing dota..
but mostly, I hate the way I DON'T HATE YOU not even close,
not even a little bit, NOT even at ALL T.T'